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I have been under some pressure lately from people I’d rather not mention. I’ve been feeling like I’m spiraling out of control for some time now and I don’t even know why. I don’t feel like that girl that used to smell the flowers and laugh at stupid jokes just to laugh. I feel so trapped between what I want to do and what I should do that I feel my heart breaking from the weight and my mind exploding from the pressure. Maybe its a bad week or maybe its a bad day/month, you name it. But I have to express these feelings before I really lose myself. Before I crumble from the inside and become nothing. I feel ashamed for winning about my life when so many others have it worse than me, but I have to let this all go somewhere. And maybe I shouldn’t feel that way, but I do. And if you know me personally, please do not worry. I may not be okay, but I’m not going to make rash decisions. I miss my past but I know I’ll never get back to the place that once was. I may not be the flower girl anymore. I may never want to touch another flower again. But just know that in some aspect, in some form, in some day, I will be better.







jim fucking carrey

jim fucking carrey


I love Jim Carrey. I once met him in a 7/11, and I was getting a soda, I turned and saw it was him, and he saw I was going for a Doctor Pepper, so he said “Oh did you want one of these”, to which I stuttered out a yes and he grabbed all of them and said “too bad” and brought them up to the front. Then he bought his stuff and left the sodas there, and left. Almost immediately after, he ran back in and began putting the sodas back and paid for mine.

This is what happens when Candians are let lose and try to prank people


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